Hello, my friends.

I have been gone from this site for almost 2 whole years. In those 2 years, I have done a lot of self-reflection. I have also changed my views on many of my opinions, especially the art I made here, and want to talk about it.

Firstly. I wanna come back on why I decided to leave to then understand why I am still trying to come back.

My decision to leave Newgrounds came at a point in my life where I felt like I was failing and falling at everything I did: artistically, educationally, and mentally. I may have loved making art for those who were interested but at some point, I felt like I was doing the same old repetitive shit, and somehow making it worse with every new "{thing} from hell" or "SPOOKEY SKELETON". Aswell, I felt terrible when I was making art and didn't finish it in time or delayed its release, I didn't want to disappoint. And also didn't want to feel like you guys followed some schmuck for him to be inactive half of the time and the other half release pixel art that was just mediocre at best. So I decided to go away for a while

But since that time I have changed as a person in many ways. Felt more motivated. Became a healthier individual and matured. I started getting a bit more active here, and while I still have not posted much of any art, music, or blog posts, and have mostly been commentating on drawings, songs, and animations that caught my eye. I feel like I might be starting to publish some art, finally, and may even finish the followers (tho I think it will be something that will not happen that easily). When I do all that is still a mystery to me. Right now my time is pretty valuable. And I am not very free most of the time. But when I will be. I will try to make something special and also a lot better for this site and especially for you all. The ones that are reading this. I still thank you all for somehow following me even when I was stone cold on this account. I will always appreciate the support. Tho I won't be posting a lot, a lot (probably 2-3 a month) I will try my hardest to make really good art I am proud of.

Love you all and see you

While I was thinking about leaving NG. I was thinking of a couple of other things aswell like if I will ever come back if I had the chance of better equipment/motivation. The answer at the moment is complicated. As the laptop I have been using for years for my NG account is starting to die. Which is bad but lets say I had a better laptop. As I said in my last post I dont think so. Other than the followers which is the last NG album Ill be making. I will probably only come back in 3 years or so or probably longer. But either way thank you for everything agian

Love ya and see ya

Since I have not been active for over 4 months, and have basically left the community, leaving my twitter account with it, I might as well just say... Goodbye, its very hard to talk about this and say this, but as I have changed, and have matured as a person, I feel like as much as I love this community, its honesty, love, creativity and friendliness which made me realize that thru all the bad in the world there are still great people who still care and helped me and others make great art and in general be a great friend to them. I wish I shouldn't have to leave, but I feel like with the disinterest in art/music making, with the burning out of what I would do as a creator, and my change of ideas I just don't want to have a new grounds account and do literally nothing with if even with the audience I have made. Thank you very much but as well I am sorry for leaving a site I absolutely loved, and leaving you guys with no more art and in general content, its soul crushing.

Thank you for @Xinxinix for helping me and many make friendships thru NGP (Newgrounds Podcasts) and your con

Thank you to @Razur-Draws for being a very supportive and talented person

Thank you to @VoicesByCorey for your indirect motivation and your VA talent

Thank you to @Yosos for their talent and being a great friend

Thank you to @ZebraHumor for being my first follower in the start of the account

Thank you to @TomFulp for making one of the greatest Social Media ever to exist

AND THANK YOU ALL MY FANS AND AUDICENCE FOR THEIR SUPPORT, LOVE, RESPECT, AND FOR BEING HERE

LOVE YA AND SEE YA

I hope everyone has a great year, I can't wait to see more of this community, the talent is outstanding and I wish I could talk more about how amazing it feels to be a part of a community so amazing and helpful. I hope next year will be a great year and a stepping stone in my NewGrounds journey. Love ya and see ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like even tho this year was probably my worst by content standards I feel like even with that bummer I can still do better. And hope everybody has a great Christmas, aswell a great year moving on, cant wait to become even more of a big part of the community. Love ya and see ya!

This is gonna be one of my most experimental projects to date

The followers 2023

In my 3 years on Newgrounds. I have changed, improved, grown, and matured myself. On this site, I have basically made friends, an audience, and an Interest in art just because of newgrounds. And it's incredible that even after 27 years of it running, there are still artists who want to show their talent. I wouldn't call myself big, but I am thankful that I even had over 100 followers. It's such an amazing achievement that is still growing. In my opinion, if you wanna start off on the new ground. Just do what you want. Try to experiment. Do what you want to do for your artistic freedom. And be a part of the community. Make friends. Newgrounds isn't just an art posting site. It's also a community. A place filled with sub-communities Like the Madness series. You will never have you beg or try to get attention. Just put effort and try to improve experiments and change. But still do what you want. Love ya and see ya

As the goat once said "back in the lab and shit"

doing something pretty epic

After 3 years of experience on this site. I think I have more thanks I wish I could give all of you. 2020 was one of the most painful years of my life. Some events really did change me mentally and if it wasn't for Newgrounds I would probably feel even more isolated than I have already been that year. Newgrounds really did show me that this is probably the best that the internet has to offer. There are issues. Fulpy Fulp fulp is not 1000% Perfect. But you can't compare it to Twitter. This place helped me emotionally, artistically, and mentally. I should have done this on my 100 followers' specials. I am disappointed I couldn't hold up. I wish I did. I am sorry. And promise I will one day do a great special. I appreciate every follow. Every click. Everything. I love every single one of you and cant believe i have such a great community supporting me and others. Love ya and see ya!!