Hello, my friends.

I have been gone from this site for almost 2 whole years. In those 2 years, I have done a lot of self-reflection. I have also changed my views on many of my opinions, especially the art I made here, and want to talk about it.

Firstly. I wanna come back on why I decided to leave to then understand why I am still trying to come back.

My decision to leave Newgrounds came at a point in my life where I felt like I was failing and falling at everything I did: artistically, educationally, and mentally. I may have loved making art for those who were interested but at some point, I felt like I was doing the same old repetitive shit, and somehow making it worse with every new "{thing} from hell" or "SPOOKEY SKELETON". Aswell, I felt terrible when I was making art and didn't finish it in time or delayed its release, I didn't want to disappoint. And also didn't want to feel like you guys followed some schmuck for him to be inactive half of the time and the other half release pixel art that was just mediocre at best. So I decided to go away for a while

But since that time I have changed as a person in many ways. Felt more motivated. Became a healthier individual and matured. I started getting a bit more active here, and while I still have not posted much of any art, music, or blog posts, and have mostly been commentating on drawings, songs, and animations that caught my eye. I feel like I might be starting to publish some art, finally, and may even finish the followers (tho I think it will be something that will not happen that easily). When I do all that is still a mystery to me. Right now my time is pretty valuable. And I am not very free most of the time. But when I will be. I will try to make something special and also a lot better for this site and especially for you all. The ones that are reading this. I still thank you all for somehow following me even when I was stone cold on this account. I will always appreciate the support. Tho I won't be posting a lot, a lot (probably 2-3 a month) I will try my hardest to make really good art I am proud of.

Love you all and see you